I was never emotional my first pregnancy. At least nothing like I am now.... I am such a cry baby and it is all because I can't keep my house clean! I am so exhausted, why? I have no idea. Blakely is on the go 110mph and constantly into everything! I feel so guilty cause I'm not being fun and enjoying this time I have left with just her. I have very little patience. She cries and I have to walk away and cry. I am going insane. Blakely has figured out how to get on the counters and so far this morning she has broken 2 glasses in the matter of the minute I was using the bathroom. After she pulled out my pans (ALL OF MY PANS) and apparently she can unscrew the lid to her sippy cup and dumped her milk all over them and was playing in it. At this point I gave up! I can't be trying to clean other things with her in the house. I have to watch her like a hawk! But then I feel guilty AGAIN because this means my husband will be coming home to a messy house! :( therefore I feel like a failure as a wife and a mother.
So if any of you mama's out there reading this have any advice, please feel free to text, call, or email me.
I could sure use it!!
Brad, Shan, Blakely, & Bailey
Our Happily Ever After is the BEST EVER!
Thursday, September 20, 2012
What is wrong with me?!?!
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Sweetie- here is my WELL EXPERIENCED advice-being a mom is HARD, WAY harder than being a full time time, going to school full-time, and opening up my own business. Being a mom is something I struggle with EVERYDAY. Just take a DEEP breath, remember how MUCH you love Blakely, and let her make messes!!! ALL messes can be picked up when she is tucked away like an angel in bed- and Brad will understand :) Brad would rather come home to a happy wife than a clean house- just ask him! After baby#2 comes you will relax, and cleaning will move down a few spots on your priority list- relax and LIVE each day- the dishes and messes will still be there when you have the energy to deal with them. Best of luck! Miss and love you lots- you are a cute little mommy!!! One day at a time girl!
ReplyDeleteThank tons Ash!!! You are the best! I am trying to stay positive. I sometimes feel like, how can i handle two kids when I have a hard time keeping my house clean somedays with only one child... haha. I know its not the most important thing but sometimes it just gets so overwhelming!
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